Arrgghhhh!!!!!

I went to the nurtionist today.  One I learned I am on the right track just need to eat more veggie and fruits.  Two I am losing weight and my program is working.  3.  I needed a new scale.  See here is why, when I weighed at the docs office it had me at 279.  Um WTF???? My scale at home has me so much lighter.  I had one of the old dial scales that no matter what it would not stay calibrated correctly.  Now I know for a fact it needs a sledgehammer to the middle of it.  So since this is the outcome I am just gonna give up and stay a fat kid....um fuck that.

Old me, yes I would have given up.  Why bother, I am not losing weight as fast as I want anyway.  Not the Mad Dieter though.  I bought a new pedometer, a new water bottle, and a new fucking scale.  Came home took scale out of box, took off shoes and weighted myself.  I am 277.  So maybe I have not lost 40 lbs in two months, but I lost 8.  I still lost...I average 2 lbs a week.  Which according to all the top websites for dieting...is the healthy amount to lose.  I am gonna continue to Just Dance every morning and do my training for my 5k walk on the 16th of December.  I also am gonna stick with my plan.  While I am not throwing big numbers up, I am still putting numbers up.  So a quick regroup and I have a new plan,
Step 1:  244 by March 26th
Step 2:  211 by July 29th
Step 3: 178 by November 4th.

I also am getting ready to walk with a friend of mine virtually.  We will be walking 8 miles a week together when she says go.  Yes I had a set back...a 29 lb setback.  But in actuality it was not a set back it was an eyeopener.  One I had not lost and gained that weight...I never lost it.  Two it has made me more determine to do this because I am doing this the right way.  Three I am a better person because of this.

Happy Dieting!!!!!